
Elizabeth McGovern’s embodiment of Ava Gardner in Ava: The Secret Conversations, now playing at the Studebaker Theater inside Chicago’s storied Fine Arts Building, is a riveting study in fragility, fire, and fierce self-preservation. Written by McGovern herself, the play peels back the layers of Gardner’s tumultuous life and career beginning with the tale of her debilitating stroke - when the spotlight had dimmed but her spirit refused to flicker out.
McGovern opens the play with a moment of unexpected intimacy: she tells her ghostwriter about a day in the park when she and her girlfriend—both dealing with mobility issues in their late fifties—fell and found themselves laughing uncontrollably, unable to get up but utterly delighted by the absurdity of it. It’s a scene rich with vulnerability and joy, but her ghostwriter dismisses it as dull and bleak, insisting that audiences crave the glitz and scandal—her marriages with Frank Sinatra and Mickey Rooney, the dark chapters with Howard Hughes, the abuse, the abortions. Those stories do surface later, rendered with cinematic flair through a series of stylized video projections across the stage, but it’s that quiet, human moment that sets the emotional tone.
Rather than channeling the iconic bombshell of The Killers or Mogambo, McGovern inhabits Gardner as a woman in her sixties: physically impaired, emotionally raw, and intellectually unrelenting. She’s not chasing nostalgia - she’s clawing back control and as she states clearly - she needs the money!
The play’s narrative draws from Peter Evans’ posthumously published book, Ava Gardner: The Secret Conversations, which documents Gardner’s attempt to enlist Evans as her ghostwriter. Their dynamic - equal parts seductive, combative, and tragically entangled - drives the drama, revealing a star who’s no longer performing, but finally speaking.
McGovern’s Ava is a woman marked by the aftermath of a stroke - her movements are slower, her speech thickened, and her patience often frayed. Yet pity never enters the room. What McGovern delivers is not a portrait of decline, but of defiant survival. She taps into Gardner’s acerbic humor, lingering sensuality, and aching remorse with a candor that borders on confession. The voice, though physically changed, becomes a sharpened tool: gravelly, intentional, and edged with irony. It’s not the voice of a fading star—it’s the voice of a woman who refuses to be erased.
One of the most quietly heartbreaking moments in Ava: The Secret Conversations arrives when Gardner reflects on the loss of her singing voice - not the voice itself, but its erasure. Cast as Julie in Show Boat (1951), she had trained, prepared, and delivered a performance that could have opened doors to multiple revenue streams like a career in music or the Broadway stage. But the studio dubbed her vocals, stripping away not just a sound, but a future. “They stole my voice,” she tells the ghostwriter, her tone heavy with sorrow. “They silenced my voice.” The line lands like a wound - personal, professional, and irrevocable.
For Elizabeth McGovern, Ava: The Secret Conversations is more than a performance - it’s a homecoming and a reckoning. Raised in Evanston, she steps onto the Studebaker stage with the quiet authority of someone returning to familiar ground yet determined to carve something new. Her bond with Ava Gardner runs deeper than biography; it’s a shared lineage of women shaped - and often constrained - by the spotlight. Both endured the seductive pull of fame and the relentless scrutiny of Hollywood’s male gaze.
By writing and starring in the play, McGovern reclaims not only Gardner’s voice but her own. It’s a gesture of artistic defiance, mirroring Gardner’s late-life attempt to seize control of her narrative before it was rewritten or forgotten. In McGovern’s hands, the production becomes a dialogue across decades - between two women, two eras, and the enduring fight to be heard on their own terms
Barefoot for much of the performance - a nod to Gardner’s iconic role in The Barefoot Contessa - McGovern embodies her with a beguiling mix of childlike vulnerability and the unapologetic grit of a grand dame who’s long since stopped caring what anyone thinks. Her voice slinks through punchlines and strikes with precision when pain surfaces. When she briefly recounts the abuse endured in her marriages and career, her delivery is scalpel-sharp. The dynamic with the journalist - played with just the right cocktail of reverence and irritation - fizzes with tension, like ice clinking in a highball glass.
And the Studebaker Theater itself - nestled in the Fine Arts Building, with its gilded history and intimate charm - feels like the perfect setting for this smoky, seductive tale. The set which portrayed her feminine elegant bedroom was delightful and had wonderful lighting effects, including a rainstorm. The space amplifies the play’s confessional tone, wrapping the audience in velvet shadows and whispered truths.
Elizabeth McGovern’s career is doused in versatility, spanning film, television, theater, and even music with effortless grace. She first made waves with her Oscar-nominated turn as Evelyn Nesbit in Ragtime (1981) and quickly cemented her screen presence in acclaimed films like Ordinary People, Once Upon a Time in America, and The Handmaid’s Tale (1990). On television, she became a household name as Cora Crawley, Countess of Grantham, in the beloved series Downton Abbey, where her performance radiated quiet strength, emotional precision, and aristocratic warmth. But McGovern’s artistry doesn’t stop at the screen - she’s a seasoned stage actor, frequently appearing in London and U.S. productions that showcase her affinity for complex, emotionally rich characters. Offstage, she leads the folk-rock band Sadie and the Hotheads, revealing yet another facet of her creative spirit. Whether she’s channeling historical icons or breathing life into original roles, McGovern brings a signature blend of intelligence, subtlety, and enigmatic charm to everything she touches.
McGovern’s performance in this highly engaging production is a workshop in charisma and control. She’s Ava Gardner with a twist of existential lemon, served in a room where truth and fiction flirt shamelessly and truth wins out.
The painful reality is that Ava Gardner, discovered at just 18, was exploited and mistreated from the moment she entered Hollywood. Coming from deep poverty, she was especially vulnerable to the industry’s most insidious traps - the ones that have ensnared countless young women whose beauty made them targets. That Elizabeth McGovern not only stars in but also wrote this rich, layered, and deeply compelling theatrical work is extraordinary. I truly hope it reaches a wide audience—it deserves to be seen.
Highly recommended!
AVA: The Secret Conversations is being performed at Studebaker Theatre through October 12th. For tickets and/or more show information visit https://www.fineartsbuilding.com/events/ava-the-secret-conversations/.
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